it's all in your head
LCB Depot 31 Rutland Street, Leicester LE1 1RE
13th July - 26th July 2012
Recent
acrylic paintings including self-portraits and mouth studies. Displayed
alongside ‘hidden’ text pieces written in bodily fluid and only visible under UV
light. All the works are to do with self-exploration, mental dysfunction and
what can be made to be perceived by simple suggestion.
The untitled series of paintings are abstract
and minimal in their representation of the mouth. Purely innocent in their
depiction; showing the mouth eating, the bold use of colour, shape and
unpainted areas, seem to depict something far more imprudent. This conclusion
is conjured in the viewer’s own mind, placing cause for being offended or
titillated solely with the viewer. Interpretation and intent can be one in the
same and although sometimes provocative the work doesn't intend to offend but
to express the paradox within concepts and maybe show beauty in unusual places.

The
brain is a fascinating and little understood organ. It can be used to create
the most beautiful of things. It can play tricks on us. It enables us all to
learn and discover or it can be our own worst enemy. Everyone has an image of
mental illness in his or her own mind. Be this an image of someone who is
slightly eccentric or someone smearing shit up the walls, its only human nature
to muster up an image when trying to understand. The three studies of the self
are the artist’s interpretations. Having suffered with severe depression at
many points in her life, using mental illness as a subject
seems a natural response to going through it. Using block colours, simple
shapes and unpainted areas loz is not offering answers, just versions of her
experience.
Ostensibly what is not painted is seemingly all the more important than what is.
loz tries to confront her fears and confusions, not
necessarily in an attempt to overcome them but in an almost vain effort to
grasp a better understanding of them.




The text work featured in
the exhibition came about after reading an article by Dr lazar Greenfield
entitled “gut feelings” which was mainly about the reproductive behaviour of
rotifer flies. The article was published around Valentines Day 2011 and touched
upon semen having an anti depressant quality. Dr Greenfield ended the article
“so there’s a deeper bond between men and women than st. valentine would have
suspected, and now we know there’s a better gift for that day than chocolates.”
He subsequently resigned from all his prestigious medical posts after an outcry
of negative responses. Although some may have found the article in bad taste or
offensive, as a depression sufferer and a woman loz found the article
hilarious. It dared to address a still somewhat taboo subject and tried to do
so in a fun way. This mirrors the text work in the exhibition. What is written
maybe serious and in a medium which may play into the hands of stereotypical
views of “crazy” people. The act of seeking out the text makes it fun and
inclusive. Visitors will be invited to discover the hidden text using a UV lamp
provided - which ties in with the theme as mental illness is still a taboo
subject and many feel ashamed to even discuss it, therefore the text is hidden
and those brave enough to explore the subject and works will be rewarded with
finding the words and possibly a meaning?



the following are comments from the guest book;
well put together, looks fantastic to see it shown as a collection in
the space. The main room delivers something youthful, playful joy and angst.
Brave and honest mate. Keep it up
Technically brilliant
and thought provoking
" " written in
invisible ink :) great concepts
x
Fantastic work. Love the semen art will def come again!
Fantastic show
Great work, great
show. Entrance pics nicely sexual. Self portraits honest and candid. UV stuff
funny and entertaining and interactive. We like loz, thanks xx
We liked learning about the reactive properties of jizz and wine you are
wonderful cheers
Good catholic girl um!
Interesting work, loz!
Love the colours, simplicity and boldness of your acrylics. Lovely! Best wishes
Cool use of UV lights
A spunky show!
Really enjoyed the
text experience – from another survivour
Excellent
Well done loz!!! Great pieces of work
This is not art – crap
I don’t really
understand it but thank you for all your
hard work and sharing your thoughs I will think about them